Run

while i was running today,i sorted out a lot of negative thoughts that have haunted me the past 2 weeks.
you never give up on family.not even if your old man is a stubborn mule who doesn't listen to advice and doesn't take good care of his health knowing that it will make him ill again.you can show all dislike you want,but you don't give up on them.you just don't.
you don't give up on things you set your mind on.not unless there is not a glimpse of hope left,or you are told to back off.even if there's no glimpse of hope,it doesn't mean that hope is not there,it's just that you can't see it yet.
i am capable of running 9.43.i know i can.i can smell the 400 bucks.i'll decide if it goes to a new watch or to the Help Jensen Learn Driving fund.

i say sorry to cheesepie for letting you guys see the very moody me.it definitely wasn't a pretty sight but thanks for all the concern.i bounce back very fast.i just need good food and great distraction.