I don't know what to do or how to deal with it.
Sometimes, you just get sick of being the way you are, even though you know you're not in the wrong.
Break out of it, man.
Nothing is going to happen.
Gotta knock some sense into my head.
Take a walk.
A long one.
Come back a new man.
Or the same one.

Knot Comes Loose - My Morning Jacket

B.b can't you see that I'm smiling?
Can't you see, there's a part of me that's brand new?
Used to be, was a part of me felt like hiding,
but now it comes through.

Deep in my heart, that's where the knot comes loose.
Deep in my heart, I will remember you.

All my lovely life I been waiting, hot heels anticipating.
Another love I found not to let it down.

Deep in my heart, that's where the knot comes loose.
Deep in my heart, I will remember you.

B.b can't you see that I'm smiling?
Can't you see, there's a part of me that's brand new?
Used to be, was a part of me felt like hiding, but now it comes through.
But now it comes through.
Closer to you.

Back

I'm back with more holes in the legs and arms. Cuts, bruises, bites and all.

6 days of unrivalled fun, with the perfect company. Cool dudes and hot chicks alike climbing up and down limestone walls in KL. Funny talk all over the place and lots of bingeing. Secret Recipe degustation menu (cakes are at RM 5.5 per slice), tze char, Nando's (watching your friend struggling with something too spicy for him is rather heartwrenching), Ramly burgers, surviving on bread in the wilderness while swatting mosquitoes. Walking around the streets of KL aimlessly, always asking each other "Eh, where we going?". Queueing up for shower everyday. Stretching and Yoga lessons conducted by Farah. Fearless children hanging from aerial tree roots. Long taxi rides. Lots of screaming while on the wall. Unfinished project in Camp 5(sigh...).

This has to be the best holidays ever. I'm even looking forward to the equipment clean-up.

Christmas in 11 hours. Make yourself happy, my friends.

will be away in KL from 18th to 23rd dec.
if you have anything that you want from there, just send me a sms.
i'll try to accomodate your request.

the world and her

take her down to the riverside, and sit beneath the grand old tree. talk about the worlds, all the while mesmerised by her beauty. bake a cake, cream it with saccharine. tastes don't matter, it's the thought that counts, hers especially. walk along the cobbled path, butterflies flutter. bend over, pick a wild flower, for her. wade in the blue lagoon, frolicking. the salt in your eyes doesn't stop you from noticing her smiles. hike up the hill, stepping over rock and soil. the blushes on her face from the exertion, makes you blush too. lie amongst the tall tall grass, watching clouds. hold her hand, and show her the cloud that belongs to her. seat her down beneath the grand old tree, look into her eyes. tell her, "you are the world." -- a dedication to friends and family

Entertain yourself

All-American Rejects - Move Along




My Morning Jacket - Preview Of Okonokos(Live) Album



The song is called "Anytime"
Now, would anyone like to sponsor me a ticket to America to watch them live?
They rock, and they're very hairy.

Updates

Well, here you go. 4th december. my blog's back again.

today wraps up an otherwise-horrible-academically semester. a trip to vivocity, a chocolate fondant and a super fun climbing session with the guys is surely the perfect way to let it all out. everything was just so shitty in NUS till climbing came along. of course, my friends, you are not shit, you are part of the filth that makes up Jensen.

What's up this holidays?
climb on monday,climb on tuesday,climb on wednesday,climb on thursday,climb on friday,climb on saturday, sunday rest. that's about it. then it's off to KL! Haven't been to Malaysia for so long, the last trip to JB ended up in me warming the toilet seat about 20 times in 2 days. And why am i going KL? No need to think la, of course it's to climb. and eat.and SHOP.hur hur.

my dear friends, jensen is very free from now till 17 dec. if you miss me, or need a cuddle, please send me a message and i will squeeze the life out of you. not in the very immoral sense. it's just a hug.

Unbelievably crappy today.

seduce you

Wow, i really hope i'm this. who's up for cuddles?i see molestation charges coming my way.