test?

i'm worried.
you know what happens when a dam is breached?
the walls cracked,then water starts seeping through the cracks,which at the same time enlarges,and finally gives way.the water cascades,falling like a giant sack of potatoes and crashes with a loud boom.
all these happen concurrently.
it's like how everything hits you all at the same time when you just can't seem to manage at all.luck is not on your side,since it probably brought everything together.
my responsibility and stress level is at an all-time high.
there is nothing to pray to, nothing to lend support.
on my own.
a chance to grow stronger.