fire and forget

i am not a zen master.
i cannot let things pass by with the knowledge that they have made me feel negative in any manner.
i cannot ignore the irresponsible behaviour of people i put my trust on.
i expect a lot from you.

there is only so much i can ask for, and i get nothing in return.
so, the next time you say "i'll do this", make these words pass through your head.
and actually mean it.

it's intolerable to some.
and it's an action i can hardly forgive.