digging for the light

Wow, Man utd is killing the Wigan brigade as im typing this.Finally, glory glory Man United.
Just ended a hectic week.and its all the singapore studies module's fault.some bloody 1500 word essay.squeezed my juices dry.
360 x 3.2 days more to graduation.then im off to a cauldron of backstabbing, poor work ethics and every-man-for-himself selfishness. or maybe im too hopeful that i'll get a job that soon. ha, i'll really dread the day i start work.
speaking of work, my sister is going to try and be a commissioned officer in the police force.what a shocker.for the past 3 mths shes been running in the park to try and be fitter.she doesn't cover much distance and i can't really see the results of the exercise but hey,this former coach potato is finally moving her ass to some adventure.i hope it works out.then next time when i'm bullied,i can say "i ask my jiejie to catch you then you know".
and for those who noticed, i've not been baking for some time now.can hardly afford the time to catch a breather,let alone make some horrible cookies to torment the family. its ok to put your dreams and interests aside when the need arises, but please remember to pick them up and put them back in your head again.it's tragic to see some great ideas and desires die off from the effects of amnesia and practicality. who knows what it will bring to your life?
Have you ever thought how many lives you are capable of living?How many types of person you can be in this lifetime? imagine if u can see how your life changes with every decision you make, if you do this you end up a different person in the future, you do that you're another. i think if i won the fight i had with some young punk in primary school, i might have become over-confident and end up falling even harder. if i chose NJ over HC, i may miss out on the best 2 years of my life. Ah, jc, how i miss the uniform and camaraderie in the class, which still exists but only in small spurts nowadays.
its time to learn how to live.if you did not know how to before.