maybe it's work fatigue.
i'm finding it hard to motivate myself during working hours. the flying sawdust and metaldust, the stifling heat, the suffocating humidity that makes me drip all over with sweat.and the bloody stress that comes along with building something that others, including my friends and teammates, will use for the sport that all of us love so dearly.
it's fucking tiring. my back is perpetually aching and my knees are nearly as busted as during BMT. my energy level is especially low and i don't even have time to dream. once i hit the sack, i fall asleep immediately. te next thing i know, i have to go to work.
just waiting for july 15 to come, when i can finally take a true holiday.one week of pure sloth, then to Krabi, where the rocks await.
3 more weeks, people. then the new place will surface.

My Girl

My girlfriend, naked, save for a choker.

Her name's Coco. She's a little psychotic and disappears as and when she likes.

Speechless? Cat got your tongue?

found a girlfriend at my workplace Climbasia.
will try to post her pic if she allows it.
:)

started work at Climbasia on Mon.
and it was back-breaking work day-in day-out all the way till today.
thank god it's friday. my back is really breaking.
even bending forward to wash the dishes sends spasms into my middle back.
and this will last all the way till mid-july.
no time for regrets. i'm all about contributing to the construction of CA.
a little bit of love for the most happening place in climbing.
and of course, the pay helps keep me there too.
no time to shop, no time to read. not even time to dream. shut my eyes and the next thing i see are the sun rays through my window.
but it's still good. i look forward to climbing and bouldering with my buddies.
and Krabi, i'm still waiting for you.