without love we perish

Saturday, April 29

big brother

yesterday, i shared an umbrella with my little sister in the heavy downpour.
i was half wet.
but i felt more of a brother than i ever had to her.
i've never been a touchy-feely person, but when i pulled her closer into the umbrella with my arm over her shoulders, i felt so big brother.i dunno, maybe it's nothing new to you.
but i realised that its all more than words.
i feel like protecting my family from any threats, and i vowed to do so at the expense of my life.
i hope this translates to family love.because it matters so much to me.

Tuesday, April 25

tick tick tick

the sands of time slipping through my open palm.
when every grain is gone,i'm liberated.

Monday, April 24

Jensen Productions proudly presents...

it gets kinda monotonous when you spend your days doing papers and reading notes.all day long....
and so,im already making a list of movies to watch after my passage through hell ends.

1) Eight Below , the husky show
2) Hostel, the gory bloody intestines and guts show
3) Superman Returns, the underwear show
4) X-Men:The Last Stand, the mutant show
5) Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest, the Johnny Depp show
and maybe The Da Vinci Code, the all-over-the-place show.

so, if you feel like watching any of the above but can't find anyone,can give me a call.i promise a fun-filled experience.

right.......

Friday, April 21

bless you

judgment week starts tomorrow.ends friday.
good fortune and luck (i think they're the same but it helps to have both) to my dear friends.
if you can't find luck and fortune, don't worry.
there's always next semester.
GOOD LUCK!

Wednesday, April 19

smile, people, life's a surprise.

These photos are long overdue, but since i have nothing to do until 2.30am in the bloody morning to watch ronaldinho play with a bunch of kids, why not share my life?

caught a rat at home one day, and mom said its brain super bu3, so she made soup that day.

don't be stupid, it's just walnut.

this was taken at 6.45am(around there la) from my lift lobby. eyes half-opened until i saw how stunning sunrise can be.and we always think the foreign lands are more beautiful.

3 adolescent cats in the park. was doing my cooldown after a run when i saw them playing. the white one is damn aloof.

a photo of a photograph from this photography book.the dog belongs to the boy.it's not trying to pounce on him when he hits the water. i couldn't stop looking at this photo when i flipped to this page.the feelings conjured up in me were indescribable.that's why i don't have anything to say now.
and everything ends with a sunset. my room beats a sea-view condo anytime.

Sunday, April 16

longing

i miss...
...67 guys and girls.
...crapping with canoeists.
...reading a meaningless novel.
...beach volleyball.
...my 3 bubbly cousins.
...days of nothing-being-done-and-not-feeling-guilty.
...Casuarina Road plain and cheese crispy prata.
...chilling out anywhere, chatting and gossiping.
...good food.

Saturday, April 15

skinfold

shit,getting fat.blubber around the tummy.haven't been running for 9 days now.i blame the rain.sigh,still 14 days away to the start of a punishing and fulfilling fitness regime that will push me to physical limits i've never tread on before. jensen schwarzenegger!!!don't be crazy...

Thursday, April 13

oh lately it's so quiet

let's not talk about exams, i talk about them when i'm damn stressed out.
let's talk about this song i heard on the radio, "Oh lately it's so quiet" by OK Go. I ain't so sure of what the song is trying to say until i read the lyrics, but it's a hauntingly delicate soft rock trippy pop song. And it got me hooked somehow.
I'm not always the crazy rock fan who dismisses opera, acapella and pop.there are little gems of a song played on radio sometimes and i sing along and bop me head.but they're far and few.and don't expect me to sing along with opera shit.i'll break my head sooner than they can break the windows with their sonic waves.
still got how many days ah?gah-men,i waiting for my progress package lui leh.kah kin can or not?

Monday, April 10

i shoot white stuff

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Friday, April 7

COUNTING DOWN!

JENSEN IS 19 DAYS TO FREEDOM!

sheer stress,shear stress,whatever...

alamak, just discovered that my SS module is not as easy as it seems.looks like i underestimated its ability to flunk me.bloody baskets...
my sister is watching a horror movie now(that's besides the point but she's one of those who's scared to bits whenever she watches it but likes scaring herself anyway.). so free, she's starting poly in 10 days.haha!suffer!
i can say i've been working quite hard in terms of reading notes.just not very effective.and still has plenty of spare time to slack and stone.and that's not what i want, i want to spend the whole day mugging and not have to worry about what to do with so much time at hand.weird huh,but that's me,scared of having nothing to do (even though there is always something to do).
sian.i shall start a countdown here.for freedom!!!!

Sunday, April 2

Imperial examinations

sunday.
by right it should be a day of sunshining happiness.but what we get is bloody rain and dark clouds.
this weather better improve when exams end on 28 April.
my eyes are tired from the readings and notes i have to read for revision.yes,i started revision.this sem better make it good, so can slack next sem and concentrate on climbing.
don't feel like working in the hols.3 long months, and all i see myself doing is baking, hitting the gym, running frequently and hopefully do some occasional climbing.and then there's union camp.so looking forward to that.
time to hit the books.
i wish i was hitting the bed instead.